Topic: love

Living tog with one person for 4 months.
like an exact married couple.
Its not easy. i have learnt more than i realise.
i have learnt to give, receive and GIVE your all.
there is a risk of course.

No risk, no nothing.
Many failure rates, only one success rate to find
your one.
But every failed relationship brings you closer to
find your one. To treasure the next one better,
to understand the next one better.
I was dumb in the past to compare one with another.
everyone is individual. thats makes one special enough
to attract.

& i have just understand that,
peony and i are compatiable in many ways .
but the only difference is we have different dreams to pursue.
My dream is to get recognisation in my career, travel ard the world
and to have a house to go back to, and in that house holds another
independent and strong woman who is willing to spend her life
with me and be fully committeted just i am.
at the age of 21, im not talking about living tog forever till death bed.
im more of talking about be fully committed and dont set a back door
for herself. i dont know.

i think this is workable and i have a feeling i am able to achieve it.
anyway, i am not in the rush. & i totally believe that you dont have
to go searching for it. how hard are the chances that you find someone
you really will risk it for her/him and its happens in a mutual way.
Therefore, If it comes, it really will. it happened to me before in a magical way.

GOALS to achieve till my 22nd Birthday
- Melboure
- Switzerland ( depending on char)
- Business trip to Taiwan and many countries
- Dont know where the hell i will be one year later. but somewhere HIGH.