Okay , i try to comfort myself today isnt really that bad ! Tomorrow will be a better day !

Dad is sick . Vomitting non - stop ! He is alr so skinny and yet he fell ill . Imagine how much weight he is gg to lose . I hope he will recover soon ! i rather to be the one who is sick . At least
i can shed some weight for him . ha .

As mentioned , Dad is sick . So i has to go to school myself this morn. I had to drag myself off bed this morn and had to force myself to sleep this morn. Seems like a torture. So Cheryl was nice to wait for me to go to sch tog. But i had to take the wrong bus and ended up at toa payoh ! What a stupid idiot i am ! We got to take a cab in the end . You know how much the fare is. F. ex ! cos it was peak period with 35% added on to the fare. WTF?!

Okay. i thought it was the end to " a bad morn! " Bcos the talks with the guys did cheer me up a lil . The whole morning , i was thinking what if ./ then i came up with the conclusion . "the school is so big . " how can that be possible ?! But i had to encounter the same situation twice. My heart never felt so heavy before. A part of me want to go up and hug her bcos i miss her so much yet another part of me ask me not to bother anymore.

Okay. if this isnt worse . i tot math will cheer me up a lil . But yes . it was a disappointment . I never thought i will do so badly! Ask me to smile , i think it is totally impossible ! Anw , thanks to the all who cheered me up ! yea , dont worry . i will work HARDER! thanks (:

Yea , okay . Finally school ended . Home sweet home . I had to take a short cut and ended up clueless in the private landed estate . I walked so far. Surrounding was rounds of houses and more houses . I realised , I'M LOST ! how great ! I had to go up to a maid and ask her how to get out of the maze . She is a nice soul , maybe she saw that i was frowning . She said dont worry , i bring you out ! Haha .

Okay . So this is my second day of 2008 !