Life goes on , if you ask me if i did loved you?
I'd lie .

There are so many " what if " .
back then , what if we got together?
will we still be friends today?!
Or will we still be together, lovingly?

I ve done wrong. I shouldnt succumbed to
temptation that very night i came back from
Hk. Then i wont have to be haunted for a year.

Then right now , you and i wont have to mention

"what if"

Thinking back , i dont even think its a good thing
for me and her back then. I took her for granted and
i lost you.
Maybe you dont know. you are the one who
got me out of the " howie days"
when i was suffering so much into it,
you are the one who brought me out of it.
i didnt say so , didnt i?

-you know you should have held my hand the other time
* we wouldnt need to talk about. " what if "
Now it is just another past love story.