all i ever wanted was for echu to call.

i dont care about the rest.
i felt so bad
they are not what i want.
its so complicated.

i had the worst feelings ever
everyone is getting hurt.
she is the only winner.

fate is playing me .
god , please
the next time , please make it mutual .

till then
once bitten , twice shy. they said.
i was bitten twice.
im not going to let it happen again to myself.
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