I am such a loser.
Even hweeying can beat me in this.
I just lost all my skills in talking.
why like that..
( yeah , it only happens when i take someone seriously)
I got so nervous and tense.
I think i said all the wrong things which makes me
seems like a fool.
aiyah, fuck it okay.


HAHAHAHA.. BUT IM STILL VERY HAPPY TODAY!
Butterflies ! Butterflies !
arghhsssss............ this feeling is so indescribable.
(:


Charlizard is kind of negative abt this.
i dont know why.
she was spot on on the previous one.
I really dont want her to be right this time.
BC im serious abt this one.
Friends goes : ya ya ya ya ....
But...
Its a feeling of bliss , not that kind of excitement.