Yay! I was pissed with some family matters this morning. i thought the afternoon session was
a great one for me to relax and cooled down a lil . revving the engine . that definitely helps me to vent some frustration. which i felt more relaxed . the best part which i least expected ?? now im one step nearer.

WHICH MEANS hur . 4 steps closer to my dream?
HAHAHA ! yay ((:


Sept is coming soon ! i cant wait.

i was going to sleep alr. but mum jus got to nag to ask me to keep my
stuffs. look i think its abt time. im growing everyday. im jus too big to
be contain in this small cosy little place anymore. the word is " suffocated!"
i told best fren , i am planning to move out soon. sounds a little scary
for a daddy's girl? a daddy's girl who is being fetch to school even at
this age. then i blamed my pussy bro for not contributing much yet
still quite a burden for his age. occupying space and not being appreciative
to what he has achieve today if not for his family.
sometimes i ask god, why arent my family rich?
i could do much more. then i understand, it feels better earning
my every cent. am i dreaming too much? cos gay buddy jus reminded
me earlier that i am only 19 yrs old!

Soon?- i can only wait for another few years.
i dont like it to be just empty talks.
esle another alternative?
work overseas like my sister. sounds good !

yes , im complaining!