Im so HOT now! ( pissed )

3 weeks is ending soon and i still haven find a job
how do i have cash to realize my dream. this may
not seems important to others. but it is to me.
i jus need a job. i dont care how fucking tough it is
i jus need to earn that one grand to secure my passion.

am i being very demanding , god?
im standing on my own two feet tryin hard to
achieve my own dream. im not prayin for $$$
to drop down from heaven , you know .

if pple wants to help me , find me a job .
dont ask me to postpone my passion.

. at a loss