I was watching a drama and i cried. Its about a man who lost his parent. I think i am quite silly. But whenever i thought that i will lose my dad one day. I cant help feeling emotional. He is the nicest to me and i know he loves me the most among my silbings.
okay , rather random.

Talking about crying. I think i haven cry for the longest time for anyone. Yes, the most recent one was for someone i loved. Crying. Thats the most awful emotion ever. yes?!
And i made my student cried yest. Okay, i felt quite bad about it. After debra's lecture. I felt more guilty and i really think im not cut out for her. Im not a good teacher toward her. ha.

Im not really a good friend either. Actually im not a good person at all. Sometimes , i have evil thoughts! need to do some self reflection. Moving on , earlier melissa showed me her blog. i was stunned. she blogged abt it. I didnt realise i did so many things for her. But its all in the past ! Over. human are such, when u dont like someone anymore. U practically dont bother at all!

And yes, the whole social circle is like a connection links. As a matter of fact , everyone knows each other indirectly. Dont be stupid to think a blog is a confidential thing. im getting hold on her blog tml from mel . HAHA!

This week i got quite sick of the 4 guys and the many guys at my workplace. im so confused. It is not even an ideal week. In fact , an unlucky one. everything is going the wrong way. I dont think becky will ever talk to me anymore. i behaved so badly infront of her. im always mocking at her. shit!

I wanna run away ! Sept , pls come soon ! Make my dream come true !
God , give me strength for sunday.