What seems so easy on others doesnt really seem so for me. Im happy that at least i am able to move it for a few rounds without stopping. But im not steady with it. kept on jerking. At the end of it , i felt lousy. I kept thinking what if i never get on to the next stage?
then i kept telling myself, it is only the first stage. Of cos i wont be steady. I hope im not trying to comfort myself.

I need to perseveres on . I cannot be a quitter! Even if i fail 10 times at the first stage. I will keep on moving on. Else , my dream will never come true!
MICHELLE, YOU CAN DO IT ! BELIEVE IN URSELF..

And after writing all that.
i still dont feel quite motivated.
hais.