Debra asked me , what if i get attached on the way.
Will i still go?
I said , yes i will. Cos this is what i want for myself.
im committed to it.

This is not an issue at all. speaking of another matter,
i kept having bad feeling abt it.
They said some things are better left unsaid.
But i beg t differ. To me , it is like a time bomb. Suppress pressure
will only cause explosion in the long run.
lack of communication make it worse.

Maybe my menses is coming. But i hate how i'm feeling now.
guilty? bad?
and if any regrets are gg to surface at the end of it. then whats the point?
this is stupid. am i making things worse ? i hope not.
just my 2 cents.
Maybe im just over sensitive. maybe we just aint in a
good mood . aiyah, whatever