PRESENTING, Michelle's best poly buddy! The one that i ever cried for. Wth??
i was jus reading thru a ex- schoolmate's blog. Oh , she is getting marry? My age ?! For me , it sounds far fetched! Well, she looks happy. And mind you , its not shotgun or whatsoever. Its out of pure love. Then, just the other day, best friend said she is tired of being gay. Hahaha. Somehow , i know. Gay is not her cup of tea. she behaves like a housewife. Those wanna stay home and tc of kids. I dont know , this is my view. Though they have been tog for almost 2 yrs.
Why is there no example of girls getting marry to each other? Will they last? I'm beginning to think , girls wont work out at all. Maybe just for play? i dont know. Baobei jie said , its not easy to lead a gay life. To be realistic, you need income , you need to be financial stable. Probably cant have kids? You wouldnt want to create a bad influence and it will be so weird to have 2 mummys/ daddys? I wonder how will parent will react to it? Will they be mock?
There are so many questions? But hey , wait. i didnt say it is not possible. Well , nothing is impossible.
Anyway, i did think of it before. Well , just that one and special girl ! Like duhh.. of cos. Marriage is no kid for shit. Maybe its a fantasy. Hahaha. i dont know? I actually told myself , to finish studying , get a job and pay off loan. Then slowly build my career and earn a stable above average salary. And yang that special one. hahaha. does it sounds ridiculous?! haha. Alr said , FAR FETCH ! It doesnt even seems realistic to me. haha.
okay, my friends will probably think im CRAZY!.
Why is there no example of girls getting marry to each other? Will they last? I'm beginning to think , girls wont work out at all. Maybe just for play? i dont know. Baobei jie said , its not easy to lead a gay life. To be realistic, you need income , you need to be financial stable. Probably cant have kids? You wouldnt want to create a bad influence and it will be so weird to have 2 mummys/ daddys? I wonder how will parent will react to it? Will they be mock?
There are so many questions? But hey , wait. i didnt say it is not possible. Well , nothing is impossible.
Anyway, i did think of it before. Well , just that one and special girl ! Like duhh.. of cos. Marriage is no kid for shit. Maybe its a fantasy. Hahaha. i dont know? I actually told myself , to finish studying , get a job and pay off loan. Then slowly build my career and earn a stable above average salary. And yang that special one. hahaha. does it sounds ridiculous?! haha. Alr said , FAR FETCH ! It doesnt even seems realistic to me. haha.
okay, my friends will probably think im CRAZY!.
But , honestly .. honestly. I'm still a lil immature to be thinking this way. I estimated, that person got to wait another 3 yrs for me to realize this dream. By that time , she will probably be 24 / 25 ? Hello. Who in the world have such confidence to wait for someone in this senario? And i may not even be successful. Who will be willing to waste youth and time?
Just too bad , im not born rich. Else , everything will be much simpler.
okay, michelle is a lil bonk er.
Hellohello. Cheer up ! ((:
Oh i remember a line in The Leaps Years. " Everyone just rush/want to get into love, they cannot bear loneliness! But i just want to wait patiently for the right one to come along and fall deeply in love. " -> something like that. I think it is quite true.
