Love. A phrase of life. Feeling fades, people change. Everything is not like the same as before. Can never get the same feeling back. One will wonder why and how it happened. But it is just human nature. I guess there is still that bit of feelings left in every relationship and in everyone. Human are complicated creatures. I know it wont be reciprocate, still I went into it . Got hurt from it , complained about it , blamed every damn shit out of it . In the first place, do I deserve it ? Yes.
But I do remember there were happiness in between it.
-> am I still showing signs of holding on? One percent. ( wo bu fu qi )
Who say patience can get you what you want ? Why did Nike had to have a slogan, “ Never give up?!” Utter bullshit!

Life. Sometimes I wonder why do people restrict themselves in life ? One can only have a certain number of years to live and a certain chapters in life to do what one can do.
(Example: I can grab my friend’s breast and laugh it off at this age. I cant probably do that at the age of 40? It will be too inappropriate. )

Please understand my point. Sometimes I think it tard bit of stupidity to live life the way normal average people do. Monotone. Cant there be exception to the rule or be extraordinary for a bit and follow your heart instead of mindset? Of course , there is a limitation. Okay , perhaps this is the wilful side of myself.

Honestly , I don’t know what is the objective of this post. It is only the venting of my frustration. Sadly I know , even after writing so much , everything will still be the same. Sad story.