I just realised life isnt really that smooth sailing . Just as i thought that i can finally settled down with the kind of life im leading now. Bad news came along this afternoon. Bcos it is not confirm yet. So i shall wait till then to mention. I took it quite badly intially ! Was stuck in the whirlwind of emotion.

But was lucky bcos i had yeocimin to cover it up for a few hrs. Though i had my share of fun and smiles . But i was too exhausted to really enjoy the whole process of being together. Hahaha. But still im grateful she was there.

Then when i was away , emotion starts crawling back to me. Karto then came along , he seems to know the right moment to call and ask abt me. As i was pouring my troubles to him , something hit me. That crying wont solve the problem , sulking and harping wont help either. Guess i just have to take what it comes. Just like how i come to term to emin's departure.
Anyway i remember, once long ago , someone ever told me , " what doesnt kills me , makes me stronger! " yeah, okay.

Or maybe all i can do now is to pray.