TIRING day at work ! The kind of day , you wish you were at home dreaming , doing nothing. Coming back, just my boss and i worked today.. i miss working with auntie lynn alr! Waulau.. no more gossip ! hahaa. Alr.. i had supper with my boss at lavenda. Just me and her ! She drove anyway. We spent 12 hrs tog and we became so comfortable with each other! Hahahaa. weird..

I have exactly a week to enjoy myself ! Im not gg to give myself any excuse to be sad or depress.. Cos i have the rest of 5 mths to feel this way. I was still wishing like maybe there are like some pretty people in my workplace. So that working life wont be a bore. FAT HOPE ! Senior HR dept. Old and Saggy Aunties. Sian.

Life couldnt be worse . When i got to lead half of the year being like this ! Well, perhaps i shld be positive abt this matter. Maybe things wont be as bad as i thought of . Its a 50% chances. You know some aunties can be really nasty and bossy! Okay, another option. I shld take up " how to sweet talk aunties " classes . HAHAA. It is a skill ! Or , i knoww. Go temple to pray!. hahaha
Alright, im being retarded !.

Im currently hugging yeocimin's gap jacket now bcos i like the smell . The smell happens to be my smell now. Too much contact ! HAHAHHAHA. Later below , i will attached a retarded picture of her! Oei Patrick, dont blame me if u see this pic ! Who ask you to be so HEARTLESS?!. lol. ]

Today i have many thing to say.
One of it is . i want to complain melissa yeo lost on msn. And i dont like. Cos i am looking forward to her arrival online yet i dont know where she die to. To melissa yeo , i miss the fast heart beat feeling i get! . Hahahahahaha..

Oh recently i have been having insecure feeling abt nothing !. It gets quite serious sometimes. Just feel terribly emotional. I think maybe my mense is coming. And debra poh kept asking me to take the reverse bungee ride. When i kept telling her i will pee on my pant if i take it. She still encourage! Aiyoh. Hmm.. I think what i really need now is a holiday!
A break from everything!

lean back , close my eyes .