Mood : Confused & depressed. :(

Mummy told me something earlier. At first , i jus laughed it off and tot that it was silly. Then now im indulgencing in emotional state and sinking into low self esteem. I feel that i have split personailty. Aiyah. it sucks.
Next topic.
Many asked me the same qns. It is a negative.
Anyway , i told myself in whatever case , i give myself a period of one year to abstain from it.
In another word, if it comes , it comes. If not , it doesnt really matter.

Im gg to be a wooden status
with a burning heart.
to be loved ,
not to love. -> A fool .

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I couldnt believe , i actually rejected prawn fishing bcos i felt guilty gg when i shld be studying. haha. someone , pls praise that i have grown up! Met thy for supper at spice. It was good. It is always good. Chatted for an hr or so. Well, im glad. (:
& debra. The searching of notebook was a small deal la. hahaa. I am sweet to my friends as well okay. Ahem.
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