Today i finally sit down and study. Study hard . I realised everything seems easier. Then i regretted ! I should have start earlier.

Why do you make such a big an impact in my life ?
My life refers to my family as well !
It makes it so hard.
Time and time again , i am always reminded of you.
Reminded of the past we shared ,
reminded of how foolish am i not to treasure you ,
reminded of the regrets i have for you.
This coming april will be a year.
This coming march will be the fond memories i have for you.
It is just not possible i can get you off my back , isnt it ?
Cos i know in few years time , i will still get to see you again.
whether i like it a not .
At the corner of my heart , it weep secretly and yearn for your return.
Yet at the another corner , i hate you for leaving me that way , so cruely.
I hate the fact , you find someone new so fast.
i hate the fact , after you , i cant find someone as perfect as you
i hate the fact , you deceived me many times aft you got someone new
i hate the fact , i still miss you.
Just go away /. Go away !