Fucking bad day! Was in a foul mood cum emo-ness. Math teacher is disappointed with me . Im such a disappointment. Why cant i be smarter ? Else be more hardworking. Why must i be stupid and lazy? Its the worst combination ever. * Cant believe im bringing myself down . lol . I need to work hard ! I NEED TO ! No more failure !!

Recently i have been thinking . Thinking of my future . Thinking of what i really want ?! Im gg to be 20 yrs old this coming Nov. I dont have much time to play ! I cannot play whole day. I need to think for myself . Now , i really hate growing older each day. At least when im young , i still can procrastinate .

You know i dont understand what you think . It is always me that tell you how i really feel inside. I really want to know how you feel . why must you hide ? I dont know what you're trying to do . You'r making me so confused . if you dont wana reply my msg , then dont msg me . Dont blow me hot and cold . The feeling is like a knife kept stabbing into my heart .

Followed emin to her workplace, Marina pier harbour . 2 reasons: I need to relax and i need a quiet place to do my project ! Which i did accomplished at the end of the day. Emin made me a lot of drinks ! Hahaha . Ahhh, how much i love emin lim gek min though at times she is a bitch !. HAHAHA. But its all in the heart ! She is my best polymate , my listener , my playmate , my studymate and gossipmate! lol. ((: Today both of us fought in the canteen . Hahaha. As in playing fight. And everyone was staring at us . We always do such embarrassing things tog ! haha. I will miss those days !