I strongly emphasize that pple should treasure one and another before they lose them . For my case , its a story of no return. Whats gone is gone forever . Seems quite impossible to get the feeling back again ! Its my biggest regret of my 19 yrs though it is only for a few mths!
I dont want to have another regret . so this time , i will cherish what i have and not take it for granted ! which is obviously ...........

Anw , chu en is coming back to spore soon ! yays ! But if things goes our way , perhaps isabel and i will be gg overseas attachment somewhere ard late feb. 6 mths at shanghai? we dont know. at first , i wasnt really keen on going . but thinkin that there are nothing much in spore to hold me back. i think i shld go ! In fact , polar might be gg too ! i believe i will be a stronger person and perhaps things will change when im back ? and maybe i will have a second chance again? hahah. or maybe by then , i will realise .............. is better !

Oh last friday , my decision made for skipping school was a wise one! i took my math test today. and after much studying over the weekend . everything seems easier . lol . i got a 87 ! yays ! but i shld get 95 if not for my careless mistake . hmm. i like my math teacher ; mrs phang! Im not tryin to suck up but i really do like her! Old & wise ! (:

yes. emin is able to read my mind. haha. apparently yes ! she has the power to! I just have to say hey youuuuu .. then she said something that i wan to say out ! and she sort of know what type of person i am . the result of 2 yrs of friendship! My best polymate ! (:
oh yes, howie got me another havannies slipper for my bdae! HAHAHA! . yay! ci min shared it with her. which make the slipper more precious ! lol. happy!

Actually i wanna say thanks to howie ! Cos despite what unhappiness we shared in the past. she is still quite nice as a fren to me. always a call away only ! Which goes to show , she is better off as a fren. cos as a fren , she treat me nicer ! how irony! lol. She is a bad girlfriend! HAHAHA.