Emotional post : Time : 4.39pm

sometimes i tot my life is very exciting.
for example, jus one day i was studying for
my paper. and i got a call from SHUj . asking
me to get ready in 15 mins and we were gg
to have dinner at some ulu place then watch
fireworks. ym fetching of cos. HAHA!
most of the things that happened on me are
all quite unexpected . like i nv DARE to imagine
eunice will msg me after zouk . she did ! omg .
but most were good stuffs except some bad things.

3 things are weighing down on me now .
one of it is my exam results. i hope i will do well .
hmm. KL trip is coming . and howie is gg too .
haha. very hard to imagine we hit off quite well as frens.
we even talk abt stuffs. and i will say her bf got the worst gf
ever . lol.very unexpected .cos i used to think of the past
with her. SUCK very much! she is better off as a fren .
but i dont know why. it doesnt apply for the second relationship.
its been so long alr. let bygones be bygones. why is there still
awkwardness . i dont like it la . like worse than strangers . i
wan to ask hows the game and stuffs , but cant. i say it again .
5 yrs or even 10 yrs down the road . when myra will get marry
one day . still will meet what . haha. anw i hope it will be fine soon.
its all in the mind.

ya talking abt my life . jus sometimes for no reason . i think its
very messed up . like i screwed it . i dont know wad to do
with samantha. to continue or to let go . anw. i am very keen
on gg overseas for 6 mths or so. which i think will come true if i
wan it. cos i have alr done research on it. i jus have to sign on .
which i think i will . something like working for a couple of mths
then travel on ur own . so . USA or NZ?
ps: its an authentic company . my jie went thru the same thing as
well .

right now . all my aunties ARE ALL AT MY PLACE . so disturbing .
and i feel like napping alr. well . Good Night !