Embarking on my great escape .

I thought too highly of myself .

who are you?
JUST REALISED .
so scary ; your words.
i tried putting them together.
but it doesnt fit .
why? why make urself , such an angel in my mind?
when i can wake up long ago . [ woke up ]
i suffered for 2 mths . no one knows the pain i went thru.
tough. not like you never been thru it before.

label : a fool .
but whatever ! "it doesnt matter now" -> learnt this from u.
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went for Dim Sum buffet with my gang
im phobid of fried chestnut cake nw. hahaha.
but yummy yummy. nice way of lifestyle!
walk-ed ard vivo city and yada yada.
and
went work after that.
i must say Nora aint as bad as i thought she
was. (:

Fri.

Met greg after class to go work together
time was early , thus we went to bukit timah
plaza to play pool. and FUCK.
took 61. and the bus driver jammed BRAKE.
everyone swings. I FELL on my butt and laid
flat. OMG! how embarrassing !!!!
greg was shocked ! he gave me the " OMG LOOK "
and pulled me up. I CANT EXPRESS HOW
HUMILIATED I FELT. i dare not look at anyone
at the bus. wish that i can dig a hole and bury
myself in it. DAMN! .
basket greg , few hours later during work .
he starts laughing like a mother.f ! -_-
i hope there wasnt anyone i know on the bus
or anyone , pretty or cute ! HAHHAA.

supper-ed after work at lau pau sat wit bitch.
satay & oyster ommelette was good
yummy but guilty. hung ard till
3, 4 in e morn at UOB building. UOB bank is my
dream workplace since sec 2. cos i like
the scenary and the OWL there. HAHA. but dont
think i can work there now. cos wad im studying is
nothing related to banking ! hais.

* i felt quite bad toward this someone.
been mocking and laughing.
then i realised sometimes she is also v.nice
to me. i mean. ya. i dont know. so i think
i will must in effort in her birthday! HAHAa.
cos i felt G U I L T Y .
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Good night, everyone! gg to sleep now. For michelle have a long day later. Her long awaited Dhl hot air balloon, duck, hippo TOURS! ((: yays. NO RAIN! NO RAIN! prays

Your way too beautiful girl,
inside out ,
that's why it'll never work,
you have me suicidal, suicidal,
see it's very defined,
your one of a kind,
you mush up my mind.

i feel happy and i dont know why . something's good must be coming on the way. HAHA