I feel like i have grown up!
people have always known me
as being childish kid who is always
not serious.

Recently i have told pple of my thoughts.
and they seems shocked and thought what
has traumatised me. Fear not.

I think i have learnt to think for my future.
thats all. i wan to give my parent a good life.
of cos , for myself as well.

Everywhere i go , i see couples . On msn ,
i see love love love nicks. Is love an essential
thing throughout our life ? i once remember
for this word " love ". i have neglected my family,
my friends and my studies!
hey, dont get me wrong! aint saying love is not a
good thing! But i have grew tired of it.

The emotional torment u've to endure. Ive managed
to get my foot out of those graves. To get in again ,
it seems a lil harder this time.
And if you say, im a playful person. Then i will play
love.

Till the day i have find someone who can convined me
and love me for who i am and give me happiness! or
someone that i can fall head over heels for.
The playing will stop.

For now , its all about my studies!
dealing with the 5 kingdoms in class.
Thats enough to kill!