Im horrified by my own FACE! ( breakk outt )
Ive lost my confidence
Ive lost my self esteem
Ive lost my ability.

I dont feel like meeting ANYONE , dont feel like going out
afraid that i will scare more pple!
But i know my face will recover soon. ( i got it before )
I hate the sight of myself! I feel turned off by myself
How can i blame others ?
But so far , pple are being nice , they didnt say much
they still console me. HAHA.
But how can i face the person i love ?
will she get turned off ? ......
My mother is being damn IRRITATING!!
she kept on rubbin on it , WTH.
its not like i want it ! WHY cant she jus be quiet and be
sensitive abt it!. Do she thinks i feel good? Its my
face , I still got to go to sch to face pple! ........ ARGHHHHH.
SENTOSA IS A KILLER. THE WATER IS AWFULLY
DIRTY! ITS THE CAUSE OF IT!

- Im not beautiful anymore , not like i am before. : (