On monday, its has been a bad day for me.

actually from the start of the day, it has

been bad.

Sometimes i dont know how poly works.

but it doesnt matter , i will still live by my

principle of life.

oh yes, my guy classmates are suspecting

that im crooked. i dont consider this as a bad

thing. But as you know , GUYS are irritating.

bcos they will make a big fuss over it. so

i choose to keep it a low profile. insisting im

straight.

however hash make it worse.

im beginning to wonder, when ure having a

bad day, do bad things kept on coming ur way.

yes, i think so.

bcos later in the afternoon, i received a call from

tigerlive that i got retrenched.

i think some of my friends doesnt even know i

start workin there and before they can even know

i got fired.

well, i cant actually blame them. cos i know its

partly my fault. but i did tried to be of my best

the very next time i work..

just that she is not there to see it.

she didnt give me a second chance to prove myself.

i learnt something new abt the outside world today.

thats is no one is oblige to give u any second chance.

fine , i take it as a lesson to be learnt.

Has anyone ever degrade themselves? they are always

saying others. Not themselves. im referin to myself too.

so now i shall be the first to do it on my own very blog.

Myself.

- im not responsible.

- im not appreciative enough.

- not very sensible.

- always gg back on my words.

- LATE

well, maybe there's more to say. but i shall stop here. HAHA.

im sure there are also nice things abt MICHELLE TAN WEILING

right?.

Another issue i would like to assure my friends.

that is , me being attached. i wont neglect my friends.

certainly of cos time spent will be a lil shorten. but that

is not bcos im attached?

i have got to work on weekends and on tues

studyin on weekdays. school ends late everyday.

im quite busy when school starts actually.

actually i think i have alr got a very understanding

and sensible gf.

why do i say so?

- she gives me ample times with my friends.
( sec frens , poly frens and outside frens.)

- she listens to my ranting and most importantly, tells me
the solution to it and explains to me why others are not happy wit me.


even though we sees each other everyday. BUT its only a hr a day.

it adds up to 7hrs a week, it is even less than a full day spent tog

in exact. Do a normal couples behave like this? hmm. but

we didnt restrict each other at all. so to be exact, i can still go out

like before. so i see no prob!


debra , i dont know if ure refering to me. but

please give me the benefit of doubt, friends!

i wont be like before, MIA ! i know the importance

of friends. and i never wan to lose my friends.

ESP tan hweeying who gave me support when i

was down. as well as the others . [:




Also, when i didnt reply to msges, fast, dont always have

such thinkin that im with erica, bcos maybe im workin.

but i will get back.


so here is my time table !

Though its not clear. but as u can see , i end at 6 on mon ,

tue , 12 but then previously tue i was workin.

wed , 5, thurs, 4 and fri , 5. yupp. so i was busy in the past!

but not anymore. !


A saying , sunshine after rain !

This morning , hweeying asked me if i wan to

work at her mum's fren ice cream shop !

whats most amazing is she dont even know

i was retrenched until i told her. HAHA. [:

GOD answered my prayer ! [:

ERICA , THANKS FOR ALWAYS BE THERE !
IM SORRY FOR ALWAYS MAKING YOU SAD.
BUT I WILL IMPROVE ON MYSELF AND BE
MORE SENSIBLE AND APPRECIATIVE OKAY.
HAHA...
YOU RE THE BEST THING THAT EVER
HAPPEN ON ME! [: